For numerous
nights I sat amid a pool of paper cutouts, magazine scraps, glue and scissors.
My bedroom turned into a strange shrine seemingly for my life and me.
As I fitted the
cuttings on the brown paper, I fell into a trance. I was creating myself.
What lay-on the [paper] symbolically became who I am, what I do, and what
I love .
... I saw what
it is in my life that I live for and why, if in such a situation as breast
cancer, I would survive.
The mastectomy
scar itself is a line of fish. In my mind, fish like salmon are fighters
for life. They battle the currents of a river to continue life, and since
I love fish, it only seemed appropriate. They give me a calm feeling of
serenity.
I have plastered
different words over the paper that tell something about me . ... I am
a selfish person because I have learned that the only way to give myself
to anyone is if I am complete.
I do not drink,
smoke or do drugs; mountain biking is my drug. I love to be outdoors, to
run and hike. I am also a landscape gardener, hence the flowers in my hand
and hair.
I have marked
the seven chakras on my body as an indication of my growing spirituality
and my connections with my mother.
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